Rezina’s Rants

1. Pick up the nearest book.
2. Open to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the next three sentences.
5. Tag five people and post a comment to the person who tagged you once you’ve posted your three sentences.

“”Maybe there is something like that in Path. Something of her mother frozen in her.” “She wouldn’t tell me much about her mother.”" The gift moves by Steve Lyon.

Umm so the nearest book was the gift moves… the book is okay I guess. It wasn’t my favorite. -sigh- its so hard to find a good book!

Tagged: I tag the first 5 people to read/comment this xD Too lazzzyy to pick people…

ack! you guys I am so sorry! I said I was going to keep posting and everything but I didnt T_T

and I am super bad at keeping tracks of the books I read.. haha ><;;

anyways! I just finished reading Naruto Ch. 402 and it is so suspensing! GAHHH! I want the next chapter to come out!! And naruto and sasuke! I hope that Naruto becomes stronger though because he is super weak compared to sasuke right now… although sasuke is being a bit of a douchebag right now.. haha

yep. so school is over in 2 weeks or 3 or something like that. I can’t wait until it’s summer! And right now Im taking drivers ed. So I have my permit and Im driving and everything! I even rode on the freeway once!! xDD

I was looking for some book challenges I should do online, and guess what I found! A read 50 books challenge!! I know I just posted recently but I couldn’t help but post this xD:; So I was on google and I typed in “2008 book challenges” and I saw the link 50 book challenge on livejournal. So I typed in “50 book challenge” and I automatically get all these blogs about the challenge! And I even found this website called bookslut, how cool is that name? So yeah, I am going to try the challenge. I love books and I don’t know though, if I can manage to read so many books! -excited thinking about it- But I’m going to try and read books that are in a variety. I usually just read fantasy or teen fiction books, so maybe this year I’ll try and read some poetry or biographies or mystery or horror or classics!!!! xDDDDDD

But yeah, I was really surprised seeing all the blogs about the same subject. It’s really popular. Anyway that’s it, I’ll blog the next time I finish a book!

lol, I’m such a bookslut =DDD

another blog!
okay. I decided that I wouldn’t tell people everything. As much as I love to rant xD;; I had no idea that people (people I don’t know) would visit my website. Although it is possible since you know.. they have that whole arrow thing to visit someone else’s blog. Welll the reason I’m saying this is because I was recently looking at my comments (yay!) and I noticed I had spam comments. I had no idea that wordpress kept spam comments. So I looked and there was a ping… thing. And apparently this blog said that my post was interesting.. And looking at it, it is just a post about that. Which makes me think-is this suppose to be a bad thing or a good thing? And really, it kind of freaks me out. But the website posts up other people posts that it thinks is interesting ><;; soooo…

no more ranting.

I actually wanted to rant some more about my so-called-life (and of course, give a fair warning ahead about my miserable ranting) but eehhhh… I’m not going to. But I really want to. Because I really do have to get this out. poopy.

NO MORE OF THAT!

on to the actual blogging that I can blog xD;;
Lynnwood is okay. It’s the new school I’m going to that I went to last year. A lot of things changed. Hint, my friends are now “outsiders”. Which is really weird. But ahh well. What can you do about it? oh! But we did have a pep assembly today and it was very very LOUD. I had aerobics today, so we were already in the gym extra early. But there was this band AND THEY WERE VERY VERY LOUD FOR A WHOLE HOUR. PLUS FOR ANOTHER HOUR! It gave me a very big headache ><;; If you are curious, they were playing heavy metal music…. I like rock but heavy metal remains on a twittery-tottery line.

ANNNDD just recently, or this year, I’ve been looking for a job. So my dad said that someone asked for me today and he said I should call back. So I did. But I found out that they couldn’t hire me because I’m not 18 T_T or actually, that 16 year olds can’t work after 8 pm… which really really sucks. How am I going to find a job on limited time? If any of you got jobs at 16ish, how were you able to get it? Through stubborness? Because my parents got their jobs by bugging them all the time–esp. my dad…. and it isn’t a bad thing since they did get the job afterwards despite their old age.

I was actually going to write some more but I forget what I was going to write about. Maybe later.

On to watch more anime and read more manga and fjdklsajfdklaj!!

ps. this isn’t really what I was going to say but I it came up into my mind anyway.. I can’t wait until brisingr comes out!

pps. when I said I didn’t know people I didn’t know visited, I meant total strangers. Not people who have common interests and is the same age as me–such as a teenager with problems and likes to webdesign and likes manga… or something like that ^^;;

whoo!

Just like I promised, I have a new post! Okee.. well this is my spring break now–my almost over spring break. I haven’t blogged in so long that I have lots of stuff to say, only I can’t remember xD;;; err well I’m moving again! This month sometime, but I’m going to go to a school near here. It was the school I went to last year. Yep. Very happy. xD I get to see my old friends again!

I’m not really sure if I have it now. But I have depression 0_o Well I feel loads happier now, but I still go to counseling every week, and Carin (my counselor) told me to take anti-depressants. She says it might be something that I already had because my dad has it toooo.

arghhh. I don’t know what to write about. Well it’s super sunny outside! I LOVE IT! I live in Washington (is it safe to reveal this?) and so it is always raining.. puuhh. hmm what else? err well I am watching blood+ now, it is very interesting and reading naruto manga xD I like the manga more then I like the anime for some reason. The anime is also okay but I prefer the manga.. it is much more fun to read and plus, Sasuke might meet Naruto soon! CAN’T WAIT UNTIL THAT HAPPENS!

I’m also very sorry that I haven’t been talking to by blog budddieesss. T_T I know I comment whenever I remember that I have a living blog xDD Well that’s it, I mean, these are the only things I can remember right now. (I have very bad memory >&lt

bye bye =))

ps. please comment Avia? Ish feeling very lonely T_T

ack!

I’m so sorry for such lateness! I’ll be blogging soon, I promise! This is just a note to mostly myself that I’ll be blogging soon!!

Yep…. I have finals this week >< And then the week after this week… ahah ><;; I hate finals, I’m afraid I won’t pass. Luckily the teachers didn’t weigh them as much, only as much as a test.. xDD I had an english final today, I thought it would be hard, but it was easier then I thought.

 I wasn’t going to blog, I was just going to see other people’s blogs >< But then I decided since I haven’t blogged in such a long time. Anyways, tons of things happened since last time. I’m not sure I’ll remember all of them though.

Err lets see… well christmas.. It was okay, kinda boring. We went to our aunt’s house and then we went to church on new years (catholic) ANND I applied for a job at this store called Party City. Basically they sell things like party stuff, birthdays, etc. I hope I get the interview.

Over winter break, which was like the week before last, I watched ummm…. three? five? movies on dvd and one called JUNO at the movie theaters. I liked Juno I guess, i liked the music in that movie. We were also going to watch I am Legend (is that what it’s called?) but we didn’t get to. Has anyone seen that movie? Would you reccomend it? I heard that the ending was bad though 0_o

 And Avia is done with it’s revamp, or I had to change the layout and so now it’s kinda sorta back into revamp. I didn’t mean for it to end it that way. I wanted a layout that looks professtional, I’m thinking of making it into just a review website. I was going to move all of my stuff onto wordpress (a new account) but I dunno… maybe I shouldn’t?

Other then that I went to the anime club once, it was interesting and I’m thinking I might go back again but err I’ve been busy. I was actually going to go to track but umm… other stuff got in the way. (pathetic I know.)

 Nothing’s bad happened (YAY) except you know… with my parents… and my social issues. But no one needs to know about that xD;; I remain optimistic. Or so I hope so.

p.s I found this manga website that has SO MANY MANGA!! Anyone that likes reading manga online — http://mangafox.com

well, I was on myspace a while back and err I’m getting pretty tired of it ^^;; Yeah anyways that’s where I got the title “anime freak” There was this guy I liked in the 8th grade, so like 2 years ago, and he sometimes talks to my sister but that’s the word he described when he saw the picture of me and my sister….

 I don’t really mind if someone knows i like anime and manga but he just assumed, I never knew this but is there a certain way someone who likes anime looks like? I dunno but I didn’t really appreciate being called a freak. It’s like he’s saying anyone who likes that is automatically a “freak”

 annndd my dad >< well you know how i said i would try and understand him? well it’s hard, he’s kind of…. alcoholic….. and he doesn’t work and you know… other stuff. I know he said he would stop making excuse and work hard, support our family and everything but it’s like he wants to but he doesn’t want it enough or it would have been done already right? Plus he went to the doctors and they said that he should stop drinking or he would get seriously sick plus he has dep- ..

At Edmonds Woodway, I’ve only made one friend… or two. I’m not that good at interacting socially and I guess I am kinda wierd and stoney face and stuff. But I can’t really help it, it’s like a kind of reaction when people try to talk to me. Or they don’t talk to me. I was at the school library and there is this girl who is my sister’s friend only she’s in the same grade as me. Anyway she started talking to me and it just… well I blew it. I feel so crappy all the time and I feel like the friends I do have, online and offline, I’ve been negleting them and not really.. keeping up.

Have I ever told you when people complain when there are other people worse out there? Well I’ve been doing that and if you guys haven’t noticed but i really do complain a lot. Which I hate, I think I’m just like my dad in some ways, I complain a lot, take things for granted and I don’t do anything about it. There are, I realize, tons and tons of people less fortunate then me and I complain even though my situation isn’t complelely hopeless yet.

anyways enough with the bad talking, some good news is that I got my computer fixed. It goes pretty slow and we still don’t have internet. I was suppose to open Avia this week but it’s a lot harder then I thought, finishing it up so fast. It’ll last another two weeks I think, ahah ><;;; And I don’t even have new graphics, only new pages and information stuff… and tutorials.

ack, I really do need to buy a graphic program…

hahah >< It’s so sunny out!! I love when it’s sunny, it makes everything brighter, is my optimistic personality showing? lol, well I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving. Personally mine was like any other day. ahaha ><;;;

I won’t be here tomorrow (online i mean) since i don’t have my own computer so I thought I would go and say it now xDD;;

Happy Thanksgiving! (to those who celebrate ><;

wow, i haven’t blogged in a while, sorry >< alway’s the same excuse.

Life is the same, school is kinda getting better… I decided it’s just me, xD;; I always complain about everything and I never think optimistically. So i decided to do that from now on. I have a C in art right now, I did a still life project and it turned out looking better then i thought, so i hope it makes my grade go up. Right now I’m doing another project for Art, a abstract project. I used to think that art is boring but I’m starting to like it - even though i’m not good at it. xDD

errm… what else? well avia is on a revamp. annnnddd my dad.. welll let’s just say I understand him better now. I don’t really get scared of him like i used to, he kinda reminds me of my grandpa and i loved my grandpa ^^; Even though he’s super strict and everything, and you know.. he does stuff….

I had two assemblies, two days in a row, amazing right? I think that the school assemblies are just pointless. The pep assembly was just drooling and complimenting and all those other things at how great our team is. One time at my old school the whole school stood up and applauded for this one guy and I thought that scene was something out of a movie… well the whole school practically drools over the football team. I guess they would since they’re so good and everything. The atmosphere is so different (I always used to go to a kinda poor school… this doesn’t count as complaining right?)

Besides that I’m looking for a job. I’m 16 but it’s a lot harder then I thought. I have no experience and when i do apply then it’s always a place where a ton of other people are appling.

ANNNDD i go to the library a lot. Do you ever see those kids at your school? Who you see at the library all the time? Looking pathetic? Well that’s me, haha lol ^^;; I don’t really mind though. At first I did but I like thinking and stuff, actually I think a lot. My sister says I’m “unaturally quiet” I don’t really have anything more to say, except I am writing a story. Don’t laugh but I’m thinking of publishing it. I’ve been writing this since the 6th grade (I’m in the 10th now) and so i’ve put a lot of time into just one story. So yeahhhh, but it seems a little far streched. I dunno though, I want to publish it and my parents don’t seem to mind.  That’s about it, I don’t have anything else to say. I’ll try to visit your blogs and return your comments this time xDDD;;;